Chapter 5 - The Inventory of a Soul

The funeral was small, held at a quiet cemetery in Flushing, Queens, under a gray, heavy sky that threatened snow. There were no corporate partners present, no financial reporters, and no investors from London. There was only Jason, his assistant Claire, the twins in new black winter coats Jason had bought them at a boutique on Fifth Avenue, and an elderly neighbor from Sarah’s apartment building who kept crying into a handkerchief.
When the service concluded, Jason stood by the open grave for a long time, holding his sons’ hands as the wind moved through the bare oak trees.
He didn't return to the Emerald Tower that afternoon. He drove the boys himself in his heavy black SUV back to his penthouse apartment on Park Avenue—a twelve-million-dollar duplex made of white minimalist stone, automated blinds, and minimalist furniture that looked like a modern art gallery.
The apartment had never seen a child. There were no toys, no color, no fingerprints on the glass balustrades.
Jason sat on the long leather sofa, watching the twins as they walked around the massive living room, their small figures looking entirely out of place against the clinical luxury of the space. Lucas walked over to the floor-to-ceiling windows, his forehead pressing against the cold glass as he looked down at the tiny lights of the city starting to blink on in the winter twilight.
“Dad,” Lucas said, his voice small but clear.
Jason’s heart jumped at the word. He stood up and walked over to his son, kneeling down beside him on the polished hardwood. “Yes, Lucas?”
“Mommy said the lights down there are like stars,” the little boy whispered, his breath fogging the window. “She said people live in the little boxes because they’re looking for things. Are you looking for things, Dad?”
Jason looked out at the city—the same city he had believed he conquered, the city that had paid him billions to manage its capital. From this height, it looked beautiful, cold, and entirely hollow.
“I was, Lucas,” Jason said, his arm coming around the boy’s small shoulders, drawing him close until he could feel the steady, fragile heartbeat of his son. “But I think I found them.”
The intercom near the private elevator chimed.
Jason stood up, walked to the panel, and hit the receiver. “Yes?”
“Jason, it’s Marcus,” Vance’s voice came through the speaker, tight with an aggressive, corporate panic. “I’m downstairs in the lobby. The board has called an emergency session for eight tomorrow morning. Harrington’s group has officially filed a non-compliance notice with the SEC regarding the Vanguard delay. They’re trying to force a leadership review, Jason. They think you’re having a psychological breakdown. You need to come down here and sign the proxy waivers now, or they’ll strip your voting shares by Friday.”
Jason looked back at the sofa. Liam had fallen asleep again, his head resting on the plush velvet pillow, while Lucas was sitting beside him, carefully organizing a collection of small plastic dinosaurs he had taken out of his backpack.
They didn't care about voting shares. They didn't care about the SEC or the Vanguard arbitrage valuation. They were four years old, and their mother had just died in a white room in Harlem.
“Tell them to vote, Marcus,” Jason said, his voice completely level, completely devoid of the fear Vance expected.
“Jason, are you listening to me?” Vance shouted over the line. “They will take Miller Meridian away from you! Everything you’ve built since you were twenty-five! The entire empire!”
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“Then let them have the bricks, Marcus,” Jason said quietly. “I’m staying home with my sons.”
He hit the button, disconnecting the line, and walked back to the window to watch the snow begin to fall over Manhattan.